Ready or not...here I come

Well, school seems to be rushing towards me more and more everyday. Each day I welcome with open arms and a little call to Addisson to make sure he is up in time for Madvilles band camp. Though, I'm sure I won't be able to say the same thing in a few weeks when I have to fight the early morning and head to a 7:30 Chemistry lab :( At least I will have Kaitlyn there in class with me. Ha. I am so ready to see my friends again and start playing some awesome music with the 2011 edition of Racer Band! Yet, I am not ready for the stress of the new school semester. Between 19 hours, working many night, Racer Band practices, studying, SAI, and a social life...I am going to need an outlet to relieve my stress. I didn't know how to balance things last semester...that could have been a factor of the many break downs I had. I think I will pick up working out again, I would need to find some time to fit it in, but I think that would be a good stress reliever. I ran for the first time in a while this morning and the rest of the day has gone really well...I am going to make this a part of my everyday and also come up with my own workout regime that is suited for me.

I have a goal to start pushing myself. Not only physically, but mentally as well. I want to challenge myself to my studies. I see school now as a foe who I want to defeat in any and every way possible. I have my head on straight now and I think this is going to be a good year. I need to create more self discipline in myself.

Self Discipline

–noun discipline and training of oneself, usually for improvement:

Yea, I had a lot of that once. High school, band changed me. Made me who I am today, made me want to work hard and succeed. I need to go back to that part in my life and bring it to the present with me right now. There was no greater feeling than achieving something you have worked so hard for.  I got this feeling numerous times in high school, and I have missed the feeling of it in my life these past few years. It's my fault, I haven't been pushing myself like I did in the past. That is my one most important goal for this semester. 

Sorry to go deep, but I have had quite a few of these moments this summer. Haha

:)) Everyone try to stay cool!